Happy new year 2013!!!hope your wish come true in this year!!

these several days are making me so wondering,why problems likes to come to our life??

actually I wanna tell something about my friends,my boy and my family…

maybe first come from my family,which is,I have one nephew from my second brothers„,his name is Gafi,so adorable,I miss him a lot…finally,we have aother new member and its near with my mom’s house so she can visit see Gafi.My mom decided to sell her property because she must have a surgery on her stomach and knee(and also its because her eat habit).so she sell her property in a large of money but the consequently is we lost our house in banjar(I’m gonna miss that place)and again its because my mom’s habit…after doing sell,she called my uncle and said that she wants to buy my grand’s house…I don’t know what is exactly on my mom’s thought…my grand’s house was belongs to my mom’s relative but bcz she mad of them so my mom wants to take some revenge to them…

second from my boy…bcz there’s something info about increasing salary all around country so the company take some new rules,which there’s nomore overtime,every employee in GA divison have shift-time that’s why my boy could be can go home early.we had celebrate my boy’s birthday with friends last month even we can’t celebrate new year eve…

third from my friends…

remember about a girl whose getting closer with my boy?now she is my friend,we’ve been talked before about what is going on her with my boy,talked a lot about anything…and my friend is broke up with her girlfriend bcz she’s to tired with anything(caring-whising)I don’t know exactly but for me and my boy it was a great action for her bcz we thought she is so stressfull with this relationship and its not good.and also with my other friends,she had broke up with her girlfriend too…so much brokeup things and I hate it…

hope this stories are make me still wide open about everyone-everything all around the world that we’re not alone and soon or later we’ll find the way

actually,this couple of days was so hectic…

I don’t even know what am I suppossed to do…

like first,my boy was getting close with other girl,said it was just a friend but still I can’t believe it…every day my boy said that I’m always in my boy’s heart and they just a friend…

second,me getting close with that girl but I’m afraid that what I did make my boy upset…yesterday,when saw my boy’s face,looks like keeping the emotional not to go out…and I dont know what kind of the emotional…

third,trying to keep my mind still positive to spend the day…because at my boy’s birthday I can’t have a special day for it…

fourth,I’m in busy on my conversation course..trying to keep focus on it…

fifth,my friend which is always called me,Mom,are in trouble because she must looks gracefull in her GF’s eyes…and her GF’s said I’m more gracefull then my friend…whadda???I’m not like that…>___<

and my head like want to explode…

Hope I ca make it…

bubu brought me so much tongkol yesterday and its up to me is it for me or for cowcan(have I tell you about cowcan before?)…but cowcan seems dislike toigkol and I don’t know why but cowcan don’t want to eat since this morning…so my main food are tongkol for today!!!

LOL!!!

finally my friend got her soulmate but its a girlfriend…and this relationship was new for her(my friend)so sometimes she asked me what to do if something happened in her relationship…

so funny,sometimes me and bubu looks worry about her just like her parents(this is just bcz she’s new in this relationship)…thats why my friend turn call us ‘Mom’ and ‘Dad’…

actually,I’m just feel free for her relation but bubu was always looks worry of her girlfriend,just name it,but maybe that is ‘the father’ things…#pokeBubu

and her relationship was almost two months right now,I just hoping they will longlast…

in stressfull looking for a new job…

in stressfull with everyone’s thought…

in stressfull like being no money..

in stressfull when everything didn’t works like what I need…

in stressfull with me…

my parents get fought just because a runaway cat…my mom holding her statue that the cat need her responds but Dad said too much cats in the house and you are not good enough to hold them…and they’re fought from noon til nite„,

thats why I choose to go away from house because my mom’s stubborn…

and cried in way to go to dorm…that day was my second day for crying…first day when I saw my sibling’s blog,it talked about history about my big family…and suddenly I miss my grandpa and grandma…

this is the day before I get cried for the first time after Ied…

happy Ied Fitri 1433 H.in Indonesian,”Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1433 H”.
minal aidzin wal faidzin,forgive me for all of my fault through this year…
hope can meet ramadhan again next year…

someone said that your mother’s wealth will be run out because of her first son who has a cute wife.only Allah know what the best for us.

after yesterday got a good news.today got a shock news.my grandma had pass away last night…goodbye…I’m gonna missing you so much…
kiss and hug from me…

heard a happy and good news that my friends got a baby girl called Naura.
just realized if me and bubu get marry last three years a go maybe we gonna have a baby too but I want a baby girl with.Aesyfa as her name.